Category: Existential Poetry

  • Blackhole

    Blackhole

    There’s a hole in my heart
    where the stars should be.

    Although I try to fill it
    with people, with activities,

    I’m always shy
    of getting there—

    No. In actuality,
    I am an infinite distance away.

    My smile lingers on the event horizon,
    a ghostly thing,

    while the rest of me is beyond
    the touch

    of anyone, or anything.

  • One Sided Convo

    One Sided Convo

    I deleted your messages
    because they were too beautiful;

    it was painful
    being so understood.

    I thought, I could do this on my own,
    this life with its loneliness—

    but I misunderstood
    this life,
    and how absolute

    its loneliness.

    Now I’m here on a stoop,
    wishing,

    I never deleted
    the only things left of you.

  • Distant Writer

    Distant Writer

    Sometimes you have to separate
    from your writing.

    Treat it like a clingy lover;
    put some distance
    between yourself
    and their morning breath.

    Stick too close to it and
    eventually the bad is all you’ll see.

                              But back up—watch
    your writing saunter down the street.
    Note how quickly the hounds come
    for its curves and fertility.

    Allow yourself to be
    a little jealous.

    You’ll quickly learn
    to move past the trivialities,
    to once again

    see
    the electric rawness that upturned
    the mundane world and made it beautiful,
    and then you’ll feel

    a tightening in the hot loins
    of your mind.

  • World Peace

    World Peace

    From where
    does peace arise?

    Does it ascend from victory,
    drums of conquest, black smoke
    of wars won
    by fractions of mankind?

    Or is peace like the moon,
    itself a summit
    of imagination and hope?

    Is peace the percussion of the heart,
    or the stillness of the night?

    Why, then, does it seem to find me
    between beat and silence?